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Views: 520 | Started By: LaurieBeth | Replies: 4
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You see... I haven't been the same since *they* walked into my life. Something is different about *them.* I'm not sure what it is. We've only just met, but things are so different. I can't explain the feelings ripping at my heart right now. It hurts so bad! It's not lust, that I am sure of. If it was, it would radiate around sex, right? And it's nothing sexual. When I am around *them*, my world lights up. Seeing *them* smile, laugh, and just go about life brings a light to my heart that hasn't been there in sooo long. I finally got up the courage to have a more personal talk with *them* just the other night, especially since *they* are just visiting here. Yes, that's right. Fate has played a cruel trick on me, and *they* are leaving in less than 24 hours now to return home. Why me?When we talked, *they* told me that everyone comes into our lives for a reason, so us meeting wasn't just chance. According to people who know us both, they say something is different about the both of us and that something surely must be going on. Friends notice the way we change when the other is around. They say that the two of us are suddenly different people. More carefree with each other.People say that the person you spend New Years Eve with and kiss at midnight is the person who you will spend the rest of your life with. If that's so, then why are *they* leaving? Why are we being seperated by almost 8000 miles? I guess not all sayings are true. How I wish they were! It's just not fair. Sure, we will keep in touch via phone, mail, email, and chats... but will that be enough? What can I do to show *them* how much I love *them*? How can I say what my heart feels without making myself look stupid? The pain... it's tearing at me like never before.Oh... and did I mention, *they* are a girl?
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wether it is a girl or a boy doesnt change how heartfelt ur story is. i feel for u, although it is difficult to maintain a long distance relationship, it is definitely not unheardof. my advice is simple, tell her how u feel, be sincere and honest, and i promise that u will not make yourself look stupid. for advice on how to make a long distance relationship work, there is a forum on this site that deals with that issue and how many couples have made it work, i recommend u take a look at those.good luck lauriebeth, i hope everything works out for u.-maiya
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| Responded: Pinky_Bum |
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My sister has kissed someone different every New Year's Eve at midnight since she first started kissing. So throw that one out the back door.Otherwise, if the two of you feel strongly enough for each other, I agree with Pinky Bum; don't be afraid to try to maintain a long distance relationship! Take advantage of the Long Distance forum and of technology...you can voice chat using messengers (yahoo, msn, etc) and carry on great conversations without paying for the international call. You can visit each other on holidays and vacations maybe? Are either of you in a position to relocate eventually? Good luck!
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| Responded: Sweeter |
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Hi LaurieBeth, what you are possibly feeling is friendship/love. You say it isn't sexual, when you are with these girls, you happy, lifted up. Ask yourself why; what qualities in these other girls do you find positive? If they bring out your confidence, and make you feel pretty, wanted, and included, then focus on that. Find out what you can do in your life, after they leave, to achieve those feelings. Do you have other friends where you live, or are you involved in sports or a youth group, which involves socially mixing with people on a daily basis? Your title was questioned towards God, how is your relationship with Him; do you talk to Him, and pray? Try and get to the heart of the matter, for your own peace of mind. And keep your chin up. Remember that your life doesn't stop after these girls leave. Think of this as a door that they opened for you. All you need to do is go through. good luck.
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| Responded: Pearl Seeker |
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just deal with it and start loving yourself, you are a beautiful woman who will not have any problem find somebody else, so keep your head up sweetheart and be a queen
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| Responded: Name joseph |
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